Archive for January, 2008

EXPERIENCE AND PATIENCE: what we use faith, hope and charity for by Jean Snow VanOrden

Monday, January 28th, 2008

Life: a series of experiences, hopefully many happy and joy producing experiences. However, life as a series of calm, banal, and/or effortless experiences would never in a million years produce joy or even worthwhile human beings. That’s a fact. A brutal one but nonetheless true.
Our experiences give us a chance to exercise faith, [...]

SUSPENSE what to worry about and what not to by Jean Snow Van Orden

Thursday, January 17th, 2008

I’ve always had a hard time with suspense. It got worse about twenty years ago when I experienced a severe trauma in my family (a story for another time.)
My boy’s basketball games became nearly unendurable. I quit watching sports with my husband because the anxiety I felt propelled my mouth to make exclamations that were [...]

EXHAUSTED WITH RELIEF by Jean Snow Van Orden

Tuesday, January 15th, 2008

This is big news. This is really big news. Went to the doctor today to get the results of my P.E.T. scan. And . . . no cancer, no hint of anything to worry about. After spending the summer in radiation treatment and repercussions, all indications in October were that I [...]

P.E.T. SCAN PANDEMONIUM by Jean Snow VanOrden

Thursday, January 10th, 2008

I procrastinated all the way through Christmas. First there were holiday preparations. Then there was the pleasant distraction of having my son and daughter-in-law visit. Then there were the billing and insurance issues. Then there was: should I go to the the Huntsman Cancer Institute in Utah or have the scan done in Anchorage? [...]

GUMPTION getting some by Jean Snow VanOrden

Monday, January 7th, 2008

The new year. Time to take stock, set goals, make plans, get ambitious. I have an abundance of projects, hopes, desires. However, they have all receded into the background noise of life as one thing has become the focus of my life: stay well, stay alive.
I am a fairly ambitious person. Mostly ambitious in [...]